WHAT DOES ONE CUT A WAVE WITH ?

what about uranus?
as i was tolled by an astrologer, "your humor comes from uranus!"
"thanks a lot," i thought to myself, "but am i really paying to be be insulted like this?"
anyway, it is amazing just what one planet can hold...just as amazing as what one asshole can !
hey just look at any politician!

if my mom hadnt sold the home in which i grew up just a few years ago, everything i ever had would still be there, either down in the basement or in the garage! { shit, i got this "saving mania" from her...like when the house was finally emptied , we were surprised the walls just didnt fall in!} well, not everything, i have had a few purges from time to time! like getting rid of my primary school weekly readers, and the ann landers advice columns, and my biology notes....and all those old life magazines!
i have reached the breaking point though...i am wanting to lighten my load...i  am determined to work on manifesting this,  in the same the way i have gotten all that i have.
[ it comes easy...like the way i was amusing myself one day as i was walking along the beach, enjoying the waves, "what does one cut a wave with?" and the answer splashed on my reception screen almost immediately, "why with a sea saw, silly!" and so i went about working on one of my most mechanical drawing like wall hanging creations to date... to be  realizing later that i did need an example of one to complete the conception! i put it out there to the univese, and sure enough in three days time, a rusted circular saw blade came washing up out of the sea to my fete!] (by the way, this piece is up for grabs to anyone who'd like it!)

i've faced this dilemna however every time i have moved, always thinking, "god, if jesus saves,why cant i?"
i find now that this is the time of letting go with god ...
mind talking here: "but shit, i dont think he'll know what to do with it all either! but, he's an artist, right? he created it all in the first place, right? well then for sure he'll come up with a brilliant idea for it! besides, its not your fault if he hasnt seen to planting the idea where you can find it...like uranus."
like when i was scared shit walking down the dark street seeing these two guys approaching just as darkly, and i was asked a bit too close in my comfort zone by one, "man, you got a match?"  i managed to look cool even while i tried to get out of my mouth  my "no". then as if in some kind of enlightenment training was being staged for my own good, they said, "here!" pulling from their pocket a book of matches, smiled, shook my hand and walked on down the street out of sight to god knows where!